2007년 09월 04일
A matter of choice
Throughout my life, I've always been a notoriously bad decision maker.
I'm not talking about the results of my choices - generally they turned out to be successful so far.
But what I really hate about myself is that I consume too much time grappling with inner conflicts within my mind.
Sometimes I rationalize my hesitating as being very cautious, but I have to admit that I am overly timid or diffident.
If we are to make any kinds of progress within ourselves, we should be able to boldly take a risk and challenge to seemingly unattainable goals.
But I easily find myself too much obsessed with keeping track of a safe course.
It seems like I tend to avoid making decisions until I can guarantee that the way I take would surely lead me to a success.
Though I should ardently pave my own way by myself, I refuse to do so just because I'm afraid of getting damaged.
I know this is the worst of my shortcomings and I should be much more dauntless than I am now.
But it's so hard to do.
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